Really depressed lately. I feel like I should be doing different things, but I just can't. I see my pdoc tomorrow, but generally feel like nobody is able to help me. I have a hard time putting my feelings into words. Each day is a struggle. I'm also really irritable and have to take my PRN meds more often. I just don't know what I am doing in this life. It makes me want to give up, but I know I need to keep trying. I'm just not ready, lost interest in most things, and feel more dead than alive. Just had to vent.