There is something that happened a few days ago that left me deciding to shut down for safety, to run awaay and be safe. And then a part of me said why? Stay and fight, don't run, So I am not running, I am here. It bothers me that I was triggered and 2 that the ones responible did it so easily. I despise these feelings I have and just woke from a dream about the ones who gave me this PTSD. I don't usually dream of them and there it was. I couldn't win then but I am an adult now and I am not backing down so they can kiss off. and the current stuff, they can kiss off as well.