I got out of this for 2yrs. Spent 30yrs in depression prior. I know it can be done. But this time - my trigger was ppl turning on me for unknown reasons - and whenever I try to talk I get told how I am to blame in some way or to hush .. or if I try to get counseling, that's a no go too. So - I simply dont see it anymore. Ppl here seem to be the only ones who care n even here sometimes its hard to feel "heard".

I don't know.

Maybe it is me.

Maybe I am all wrong.