I hope I did not upset you and apologize if I did.

Depression is very difficult and strenuous on a person. Do you have anyone that can help you on an emotional level (listen to you, give advice, etc) - friend, counselor, etc .. there in your offline life that you can contact whenever you need (this is a good place, but sometimes you may need responses faster than this place can provide so its nice to also have offline support is all i mean here).

I hope you will start feeling happier again soon. You sound so weary now. I remember when you were so sure of yourself (in a good way - not smart aleck way) and full of fight yet also quick to give a hug or lend a shoulder to cry on if needed ..

You are such a beautiful soul.