I am meeting my sponsor soon and am feeling very panicky about it. I offered to meet my sponsor where ever she wanted / is most convenient for her, but it just so happens that she wants to meet somewhere that is really close to Ex T. I know I’m not intentionally following or stalking Ex T by meeting at a place that is so close to where she lives, but I just still feel so dirty about it. I also know it would still be unlikely we’d run into each other, but what if Ex T sees me in my car? What if she sees me in the parking lot? I’m just so anxious that she will think I’m stalking her. I feel certain that’s what she’d think if she saw me. Even if she didn’t see me, I feel so ashamed for even being in the same area. I just can’t tell my sponsor that I actually can’t meet there as I already told her she could choose where to meet.