Honestly - for a long time bc of everything that happened to me, I did not .. but I had an experience while I was in a coma that changed that forever. Now - and even whilst I was still half out of my mind still in the healing process - I have total love and faith in and for God. Prior to my coma (just before my accident) I hated and mostly disbelieved in God (I say mostly bc I thought I totally disbelieved in God but how can you fully disbelieve n leave possibility for "in case God exists - I hate"?) and tried to get others to believe as I did. So - it was a complete transformation I had nothing to do with - other than what happened at the end of my experience.