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Old May 04, 2019, 11:24 AM
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Originally Posted by LabRat27 View Post
I think my T would be very concerned by the sudden change in behavior

In all seriousness though, I think I pick fights with him as a defense mechanism. When I feel closeness in a session I usually find something to be angry about after, if it's just getting angry about an old thing all over again.
And I thought I was the only one who did this. We have big ruptures (too many that I've lost count) and minor falling outs nearly every other week where I tell him that I'm actually quitting for real and I don't want to see him again.

But then we both know that I don't really mean it and I will email asking for my slots back. It gives me the control feels I guess, but it's nice knowing that we can have so many ruptures and he's still there.
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