Dear Ex-Therapist -

I know I should spend less time on this forum. It’s keeping you fresh and alive in my mind again and I need to fully move on.

I miss you terribly, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should never speak to you again. I think I only want to see you so that you can undo the damage that you did to me, but we both know that will never happen. You won’t look at the damage or call it what it is... maybe it hurts you too much.

I’m thinking of ways to say goodbye to you for good, in my own way, alone. Maybe I’ll write you the letter I haven’t been able to sit down and cry through yet.

I wish I never met you.

Best,
PM