I do believe it’s a disorder; but also recoverable. When depression is not treated correctly it can lead to greater distress. The key to recovery is discovering “Why” one is depressed and agreeing to receive help. Once I heard depression was an internal hatred, contempt, or dislike of one self. I think to some degree this is true, but one must discover why. Have hope...it truly is recoverable. There is hope in this mixed up world. [emoji255]please know there are many who have overcome depression; I was once there but not anymore. [emoji4]