I had one psychiatrist tell my sister that she felt as though she would call child protective services on me if I was left alone with my children due to my psychosis. That was pretty shocking.
I had another psychiatrist (for those who followed my story, this was the VERY unethical one) who also saw my bipolar cousin tell me personal things about my cousin. I always felt so uncomfortable but was too timid to report anything at the time.
My current pdoc told me my job is what caused my most recent episode when I didn’t think there was s trigger initially. That was pretty shocking to hear. Do I stay in the field or do I leave? Lots of decisions.
I agree with almost everything my current pdoc does and I fully trust her. She truly has my best interests at hand.
I tell her everything so she will know exactly how to treat me.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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