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Is there something making you think that that is how Miguel and your husband feel?

It's just my paranoia and I just can't shake it. I'm not going to hurt myself. Even if they do believe that they'd be better off it'll effect their quality of life if I did anything. It would screw their whole life up. If the feeling gets too strong I'll take an AP for a little. I'm fully logical otherwise. I just need sleep.