Thank you for the advice everybody. However, I don’t feel comfortable asking my sponsor to meet at a different location. It was pretty hard for me to even ask her to sponsor me in the first place and I’m hoping she will want to be my sponsor for the long haul. Right now, I think we are just going to try it out and see how it goes. Logically, I don’t want Ex T to run my life anymore and I don’t want to constantly be afraid of “scaring” her. I also don’t want to plan everything around her not seeing me, because I feel that may just perpetuate the shame? Like if I’m trying to avoid something, maybe that will just give it more power since it’s something I feel like I have to hide? Nonetheless, I would be pretty upset if she happens to see me, but logically I also know the chances of this happening are slim. However, if I look like I’m not phased by seeing her, maybe she will think I’m over her and couldn’t care less? Regardless, I’d appreciate some pocket riders and maybe some prayers to the universe that that doesn’t happen.