Seems like there is never anybody around when I need help.

I feel like I have screwed everything up.

I'm good at that.

That's my biggest talent.

I wish I did not know attempts are pointless.

I wish I had not promised myself not to SI.

I wish I was not in this world.

I wish I were a better person.

But nothing comes of wishes.

I'm here, once again .. with nobody.
How I wish there were somebody..