Oh, thank you, seniorj! I know that I have a lot to be grateful for, but, sometimes it is hard to see the forest for the trees that block the view of good things. I am just dealing with a lot at the moment, and it is hard to deal with alone. There just isn’t anyone who has led a life similar to mine. They have spouses still, or children close by, or just family. I don’t. I did have one person who told me, “You are just snakebit”. Everything has come crashing down on me at once, and it is hard to throw off the multitude of weight and gain some footing. It helps to write it down, but I’m am the only one dealing with the onslaught, and it would be nice to have someone take care of me for a bit. It isn’t going to happen, but it would be nice.