I hate taking my prn.... Due to the fact that it increases prolactin if I have it every day.... But it gets rid of the voices.

I had an especially difficult finish to a T session. It took 20 minutes longer to bring myself out of psychosis. I went over. I felt bad bit I wasn't in any shape to move for a good 10 minutes.

Now I want sui again because I hate how the session went. And that just frustrates me more. What was worse was I drove home after that and didn't wait because I knew the med was at home and had to get there. I used a mint to suck on and cold air to stay grounded.

T said he would call and check on me but that's been a while now. I don't want to say about the sui thoughts I dot want to go back to the hospital. I have to be careful what I say.

I hate this!!!!! Does it get any better?

T pointed out some difficult things to hear or even think about.