So right now is a perfect time for some spring cleaning since I am a little hypomanic. The problem is no matter how much junk we get out of the house and reorganize the house still looks like a tornado hit it. So then that pushes me to the irritable side of hypomania. Which then can lead to my crash. I like the hypomania because I finally have energy to do things and some motivation. Problem is I can get a little OCD and stuck on one thing. It is really hard to find a balance with all these different moods and emotions flowing at the same time. It is so hard to explain it to anyone who has never experienced. That includes our Ts. They say they understand but do they?
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