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Crypts_Of_The_Mind · May 05, 2019 at 05:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Nowinners

Crypts, sorry I just saw this. Worked 7.8 hours yesterday at a Rock Festival plus lots of stuff going on with my family. I am sorry that you aren't getting all of the support you need. You might want to consider going back to therapy. Think of therapy as a treatment for this chronic and terrible PTSD that is NOT your fault. Just like other serious chronic illnesses, it flairs up then retreats. You might suffer less if you seek help when it rears its ugly head.

I am sorry your dad did that to you and that you have been

Possible trigger:

raped

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That you were still so young makes it all the more painful though it would hurt no matter what your age.

Has your dad even acknowledged how badly he screwed up? I think if he hasn't, this makes also it makes it harder to heal.

I agree with Amyjay, you probably saw, read, or are dealing with something (severe stress?) that has triggered your PTSD. Serious things happened to you that were not your fault including your father really, seriously damaging you with his rage. I am sorry. Hugs.

I have been wanting to get back to counseling even before this happened bc my depression came back really bad .. but no $ for it and no way to get help bc we (my husband and I) make just over the limit for assistance. So .. I am stuck on my own til I either snap or get back under control on my own. Honestly though, when I did go to therapy - their answer to my PTSD problems was "I have a lot of clients that went through worse than you. This happened years ago. I don't understand why it still bothers you. Get over it!" So I don't really trust them n never will but thought perhaps they know new things that may help bc the things I been using aren't helping as well anymore.

Thanks for responding ❤