I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, ShadowGX! Hang in there! I understand your struggles! I COMPLETELY agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given PLENTY of great, wise, wonderful advice and suggestions! I'd suggest to follow it as much as you possibly CAN if you want to! I'm very sorry that your landlord isn't listening to you! You have EVERY RIGHT to live in peace and quiet! Perhaps you've done this already, but I'd suggest to talk to them about ALL OF THIS and see how it goes from there if you haven't already of course! Hopefully they'll listen to what you have to say and understand what you mean and perhaps they'll try to keep it quiet! It IS your right to dot hat after all! Try it if you haven't already! I'd say it's worth a shot! What do you have to lose? As for your friends, unfortunately it's not easy to find caring, true, honest people so I COMPLETELY understand your frustration! Please don't give up your search though! There ARE good, honest people out there! It IS true! Just keep looking, ok? I understand it's not easy! Just give it a try though, ok? Of course we'll always be here for you to support you and to talk to you WHENEVER YOU NEED IT, so you have NOTHING to fear about that! We'll NEVER abandon you! I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let us know if there's ANYTHING, ANYTHING AT ALL that we can do to HELP YOU OUT! Just let us know and mention it and we'll try to do EVERYTHIGN WE CAN and we'll try to do OUR BEST to HELP YOU OUT IN ANY WAY! I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!!! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Let us know how it goes! We DO want to know how things are going for you and if things are GETTING ANY BETTER FOR YOU! Please keep us updated as much as you can if you want to, ok? That's ALL we're asking you, along with you taking THE BEST POSSIBLE CARE OF YOURSELF, ok? Sending many hugs to you, ShadowGX!!!!!