It sucks to not be able to express yourself - no matter what the forum. For me ... I am starting to try here more again (this is not my first time being here) - but a couple ppl (not friends but ppl who don't know me) have snapped at me even here .. just for expressing my feelings or asking advice about them - so yea, it's just a feeling of "wrong" no matter what.
I hope it will be different for you - it usually is really supportive for me which is why I came back. Right now I have no friends really either n this is the only place I trust with personal feelings .. so, here I am. ❤