Crypts, I seriously doubt that you are any of those things .

For one thing, people who really are those things usually aren't aware of it and don't want to be made aware.

Sadly, it seems to me what you really are is a gentle, lovely spirit who is going through a really bad time. Not sure of the cause..... Was having trouble "getting it" in our prior conversations. Till then, all I can do is send hugs and good wishes your way.