Dear T
I'm scared to see you tonight. I don't know why. I just am. I am worried about wasting your time (although I'm paying you so wouldn't I just be wasting my time?) and I'm worried about not having enough to say. I am in a hiatus right now. I'm not SH-ing thanks to my promise, so, well, hmm. What to talk about? My desire to SH. My longing to SH. Yeah, for some reason, I don't think you'd get that. I can talk to you about work. How I'm worried for my job with the buyout and all. But it's not like you can do anything about it. Kit