I know how you feel. Mine went silent a while ago when I was replaced by a newer, more compliant, supply. It's like she never existed and the whole thing was some sort of fever dream. That's really hard to come to terms with when I think of all the promises and lies she told me. Like, how can someone go from spending nearly every moment with someone, to never even thinking about them? But I guess that sort of whiplash was always a part of the deal. One minuet she'd be telling me I was the love of her life and planning the future and marriage and all that stuff, then a few hours later, I'd be getting abusive emails and infidelity rubbed in my face because "I deserved it" for failing to meet the ever-changing, contradictory expectations she liked to hold over me to watch me dance.

I doubt that I'll hear anything from her again since if the new supply starts acting up and needs a bit of triangulation tactics to get him back into line, she has a more readily available sucker in the shape of her previous ex. But for what it's worth, the silence is better than the fury, although I still have nightmares and random anxiety spikes from time to time.