Today was okay. I woke up late though but my cousin and I helped my Mom put some dishes away on her new cabinets. My Mom is having the kitchen remodeled. My nieces and nephew are here right now and they always manage to brighten my day. I can`t help but feel sad and alone though. I`ve been feeling pretty low lately. I feel it more than usual. I have no energy and haven`t any motivation to do anything, I think some people think I`m just being lazy and I hate that some would think that way of me. I`m just trying to get by day by day. I don`t know what else I can do. I just wish people could understand what it`s like to have this illness. Maybe they would be more understanding .