Thank you so much for your replies. I am really confused though. I am thinking that it is the best thing for me. But after talking to my landlord he is not so willing to let me out of my lease. But then again, I talked to someone and they said that when moving to assisted living or other kind of facility they cannot hold me liable for the rest of the rent during that period. I guess in moving to assisted living, I will be able to break my lease, but I won't be able to recieve housing assistance for 3 years. But I guess that is ok though too. I am actually thinking that I am going to remain here in the assisted living while I finish my education. that way I have less stress and less worry going on in my life. I think this is the best plan I have come up with for myself. I am hoping that I will be able to do what I have planned. I actually am at the point that I was considering checking myself into the hospital because I am feeling so depressed. I am not completely suicidal, but have had thoughts of harming myself, though I did that on Monday. I am really just at another point in my life where I need some extra assistance.

Jennifer