Thank you so much, I am trying to do what I need to do to take care for myself. I am actually thinking I am going to move into the assisted living facility again where I lived before. I have come to a point in my life where I am going to need some extra help. I have so much going on right now in my life and I am really really afraid about this May coming up so fast. I mean, I was assaulted last May and it has been so difficult since. I almost died from the incident and the thought of all this makes me cringe in terror. I don't know what to do really. Well and besides that, the guy really got nothing when it went through the jusitice system. I don't know though really I am just 21 and I have been a victim pretty much all of my life. I have been abused by several people and then my parents and family haven't treated me the greatest, then I was assaulted. It seems like all I have known is trauma, that means all I know is being a victim. I am in the proccess of changing all of this. I am going to get better.

Jennifer