Good job, DechanDawa! You're taking ALL of the necessary steps to heal and to move on! I'm SURE that you'll like a new person i no time! It's crazy how much can our lives improve by just avoiding toxic people and I'm sure you'll realize it VERY soon! Please keep us updated if you can and want to, ok? We'll ALWAYS be here for you! Sending many hugs to you, DechanDawa!