I don't trust my pdoc anymore. I think he is a master manipulator who wants to control the minds of his patients to make them do illegal things that he wouldn't want to get caught doing. (Don't ask me what illegal things. I don't know. I just KNOW he's up to no good.) He works with the pharmacy to implant mind control devices in my "medication." That's why I have a bunch of "capsules."

I just want ADHD medication to help me focus. My Ritalin. But now I can't trust that one either because it's a capsule. I can only trust the non-capsules like Rexulti and lamictal.

I would tell my therapist about this, except she secretly talks to my pdoc behind my back. And I only find out about their discussions when my pdoc admits to having talked to her.