Hey, it sounds like those experiences you had have been difficult. Do you have a friend or a trusted mentor or therapist you can talk to about these things?

It sounds like maybe someone like that who you could talk to about these things might be helpful.

Even if it's a friend, you could vent and get some of the things out there at least and say you're having a tough time with those things, like with the job, and with the stuff around your parents.

I would keep trying at work if I were you, because jobs are sometimes hard to come by. Honestly, a job is a good thing in a lot of different ways. I think it could be positive if you allow yourself to work through some of the issues you're having.

Also maybe you could express in an assertive way to your parents that you feel like they may not be hearing you. I know you said that you felt like they didn't understand what you were going through. Maybe you could try to explain it to them?

It sounds difficult, but I hope you can work through these things!