Hi T,


I don't know what hapened today, I cannot even tell you if we got of to a good start or where in the session it became rotten. Are you tired or am I tired and projecting? Something was a miss. You asked 'What is the problem' I had disengaged long before. I think today i just didn't want to engage and so i pulled the session down a weird path where i wasn't sure what i was saying or the point. I know i feel like **** for it, for something i don't think objectively is that bad. I am not sure what I have done, but feel you are pissed. When i said i was annoyed you shrugged. I just wanted to annoy you like a child. i don't think i have done that with you before but i know i do it.

I think when you said you didn't understand my diagram. i think that sent me over bored. we stopped pretty abruptly. Also your clock wasn't working so we ran over time. by a lot. I am pretty sure you were tired. me. i think i ddn't want to look at myself because i feel somewhat happy.