Mirror for sure. I feel amazing looking in the mirror but in photos I feel like I look empty, unhappy and ugly. Im not sure why I see so many good things in the mirror and none of that in a picture.
The comment about photos being how other people see you is what I am always afraid of. Thats not how I want to look.
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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