I feel good,I hung around the independent cafe and Starbucks at the cinema complex all day and night,I saw a film and hung out at the pub too,I felt good distracting myself from home and being out among people.I feel good right now,it is that time of night when tv is finished and the home is quiet and I am online.I can watch catch up tv and go on facebook etc just generally entertain myself peacefully until it is time for bed.I decided not to go out again apart from visit my mum on Saturday.I won't go anywhere that costs money anyway and the money I save I will have a haircut on Tuesday.My hair has gotten too long and I fancy a different hairstyle.I am happy and content for now so am feeling good,I am always lonely though that is a ongoing state that I am always in wanting a special someone as a partner has been so for a long time now and I don't think the loneliness will go away until I find someone for companionship.