I'm just going through the motions. I feel I need to keep busy, or I start having some really bad thoughts. One thing that is bothering me, is that I am horrible at keeping up with day-to-day tasks, and I wish that would change. It makes me feel like a failure. My brother and I got into an argument, and he began to belittle me, so that was discouraging. It only makes me want to isolate and cut off contact further with everyone, because I'm in a vulnerable spot right now. So far with Latuda, I seem to be tolerating it okay physically. It's only been a few days though, so I can't really tell yet what it will do for me, but I'm trying to remain hopeful.