Doing okay, but the irritability is increasing due to hormones again. While expected it is really hard to act "normal" during the day at work. I have insight mostly and know what's going on it's just this constant irritable, angry, can't sit still feeling I get every month. I am trying to take walks during breaks to ease the restlessness and clear my head. Crossing my fingers I don't have a total meltdown this month and stay mostly level headed.

I am trying to figure out a next step with my physical health issues. Maybe I can ask about PT because they could help me with the joint issues or would at least see me long enough to realize that it impairs my functioning. Not sure the doctors have been taking it as seriously as I would like given the affect to my quality of life.

Garden is sprouting up nicely. It's nice to see our hard work turn into something. Hoping everyone has a good night!