I can't live like this. I've had a few med changes and threw in the towel today w meds. I'm on the bare min. But I can't live like this. I need an antidepressant. I am thinking if s and I cannot accomplish my goals in this state. I hate everyone. I can't even tell certain friends. It is SO annoying, their "poor thing" mentality. They are stupid and don't know how to help. So they turn up their eyebrows and fake out a you poor thing horse ****. I cannot live like this. I see my t tomorrow. I will call my psych and tell her I changed my,mind. Also, typing? **** you. I hate the keyboard. I hate having pen pals . I'm not good at it. I'm more a real,life person.

I just needed to get this **** out. Man I hate typing.