Hi guys,

Since writing this I have video chatted with 2 guys. I'm regretting the 2nd guy now that I've had time to think it through. I went naked on camera and he saw everything. I mean everything. They both want to meet up but I'm putting them off just. It's currently 10:26pm and I'm finally eating my evening meal. I've been chatting to these guys for about 7 hours. My friends dont understand. I was meant to see my therapist today but she's ill so it was cancelled. I'm not seeing my nurse for 3 more weeks. I just saw my Psychiatrist 3 or 4 weeks ago he upped the Depakote cause I was depressed. I just saw my worker yesterday but i met her in the city centre and we go for lunch for an hour. I couldn't talk to her as we were outside in public.