Hey, all. I haven't been keeping up. Sorry.

I went for a walk this morning, so I should be feeling good, right? Well, I'm not. I don't even feel it's worth your time to read this.


I'm two weeks from my next ECT and not doing well. In fact, I want to purge all of my hobby stuff. It's as if throwing it all out would cure me of how I'm feeling. Any wisdom regarding this? I have stuff I've sculpted, drawn, painted. How do I drag myself out of this?