Well the past couple of days have been ok. Today in particular was awesome because I was once again at my sister's house and being with my nephews and niece makes me feel good. I don't think about any of my problems when I'm around them. Yesterday was difficult because I had to go to dinner with my family for my aunt's bday. I wasn't dying to go, but I can't pass up free food lol. It was just hard being around family while I'm going through this depressive phase. The only family I can deal with is my sister and her kids. When I'm home and alone, I'd rather just sleep the entire day so that I don't have to be awake and face the day.
I got a call for an interview on Monday, so I hope that goes well.
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