Feeling really terrible. Not physical. emotionally. . Feeling horrible shame. Broke no laws, nothing illegal. Here's why I'm feeling so down on myself.
Background A woman friend's brother suffered a major stroke recently. My sister told me the other day. A woman friend's husband was hospitalized for heart problems including chest pains. The Philadelphia Sixers could be out of the playoffs, second round. If they lose game seven vs the Toronto Raptors and that's what is most on my mind. I do care about my friends and my woman friend's brother. My friends are in my prayers as are the Sixers. There is no excuse for my priorities. Feeling horribly guilty. If you want to say I'm a terrible woman feel free to do so. I sure do deserve it.