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Default May 12, 2019 at 06:33 PM
 
Hi everyone,

Everyone has things about themselves that they are ashamed about. In learning to love ourselves, we must learn to accept and or live with these things. Anyone have something they are ashamed about that they would like to share?

I am currently trying REALLY hard to accept something about myself. I have a lot of shame about it... Basically I am an ABDL. (Adult Baby Diaper Lover). I have been for as long as I can remember but I've mostly suppressed and repressed my emotions and desires for years.

My therapist said to throw the shame right out the window. Lately I have explored it more and more and I hope that I can eventually rest in being ABDL and not care so much about it.

I recently bought A LOT of diapers; trying different kinds.
I recently bought little stuff like pacifiers, blankies, stuffed animals.
I really just like to build a safe place for myself and be comfortable / nurtured.
I really want a mommy.

I am starting to accept this part of myself, rather than fight it. SO HARD!

Thanks,
HD7970ghz

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