My Obsessive Compulsive behaviors/tendencies and intrusive thoughts are getting worse. I don't really know how to manage it. I suppose I'm asking for advice here or just venting. I'm trying not to pity myself or have others pity me. That, perhaps, is one of the worst feelings, in my experience. Intrusive thoughts are there so much, and I want to vomit thinking about them. I won't go into detail. I've struggled with OCD possibly my whole life, since I was just a young kid. I don't really know how to handle this anymore, my intrusive thoughts are ruining my life.