Please do, honey. I think it is the healthy thing for you to do. And to give you some hope, yes it has gotten better for me over the years, not out of the blue, but because I have worked on it without ceasing. I have fought for myself all my life even when it has seemed hopeless. This is what I urge you to do as well, even when you get discouraged. I get discouraged all the time, but I have kept fighting. And it's starting to work, honey, just as I'm sure it can for you. I have to go to bed now, but I will be checking in on you in the morning.