kindergirl & earthmama Thanks for the replies and encouragement. I'm trying to keep up the motivation. I'm laughing at myself, but I know sometimes she works late and I think I need a dry run. I'm planning on calling her voicemail tonight just to hear it. LOL. And then take the next giant step and leaving a message tomorrow (If I haven't totally chickened out by then)

Sunny!!!! I've missed you too. But actually I've been keeping up on your posts and sending you positive thoughts on getting through the divorce process all along. I stopped going to T at a time when I was feeling too overwhelmed to do anything and incapable to discussing it. When I stopped, I had an appointment scheduled in one week and called her to tell her I couldn't make it. She left me a voicemail to see if I wanted to reschedule. I called her back and left her a voicemail saying I wasn't ready to come back. That was our last contact. I think she is a good T and I'd like to make it work with her rather than starting over with someone else. She was my couples T before individual and I like that she has seen and met my ex.

I don't think my T uses email for clients. Or at least she never mentioned it. That would be a bad habit for me to get into because I definately need to work on vocalizing my thoughts and if allowed would hide behind email messages way to often.

Ok....one more hour and I'm going to call....I think....maybe...