It seems clear to me that she's trying to manipulate you, DechanDawa! I completely agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! Please try to hang on AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! Don't give in and don't reply to her AT ALL like you're already wonderfully doing! If you're temped to do it, I'd suggest to consider blocking even though I understand why you may not want to do it, but you DO need to take care of yourself first! Hang in there! We ALL know you can do this! I hope you'll be able to get away from her as soon as you can! It IS hard to deal with toxic, narcissistic people! Just ignore her and take GREAT care of yourself, ok, DechanDawa, my friend? Please take GREAT CARE OF YOURSELF! We'll ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU and WE'LL NEVER ABANDON YOU! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Please keep us updated as much as you possibly CAN if you want to, let us know how things are going for you and take GREAT care of yourself, ok, DechanDawa, my friend? We DO want to know how things are going for you and if things are getting ANY BETTER! Sending many hugs to you, DechanDawa, my altruistic, AWESOME, generous, gentle, kind, sensible, sweet, wise and WONDERFUL friend! Please take GREAT care of yourself, DechanDawa, my friend! Thank you SO MUCH for being here with us!