Ye, she phoned me back late this afternoon. I appreciated her calling me, but by that time, my vulnerable child had gone again and I went back to just shutting everything out.

I feel like I can't go back to therapy, or to the hospital in general. The vulnerable child that was so upset and distressed and was just turned away humiliated, which brought up so much from my past that I don't think I could face going through that again.