I try to live as normally as I can. I work but it's part time. I live in disabled subsidized housing with seniors. Now I'm trying to find love. But worry about the sz reveal.

I mean i have red flags divorced 3x, daughter lives with dad, son committed suicide. I don't know, but if they even get past those it's a small miracle. Yet I'm still deciding to be pickier about who I date. But I don't want to end up alone.

I just shot down a guy who claimed to be really into me. Even after telling him most stuff. Minus dx but ssd. I wasn't into him, despite him being rich as he said. My thought was all I would care about is your money and he would want a prenup.

So I told him not interested in getting involved with someone who wants a prenup. His exwife took some money from him now he's bitter. Anyway, worried about the next guy.

Talking with one whose a better match on paper but worried about him knowing my truths. I really like him so far and am really hopeful but concerned.