I don't know you, so I am undoubtedly way off base, and if I am please ignore me, but if you had an odor problem, and will be showering at least once a day now ( I don't know what your previous schedule was, of course) it sounds like the problem ought to be solved and that severing all human contact when there is no longer a problem is cutting your nose off to spite your face. Surely you would be happier in teh long run if you were less isolated, not more. YOu sound like you're angry right now, and maybe that's what's speaking: your anger and hurt. Please be well and don't withdraw from life.