So I told her I really think this chatter has something to do with my meds. She said that I was in the acceptance/denial phase and that can happen all through therapy. I asked her about the splitting in BPD versus the alters. She explained that splitting in BPD is like a baseball player getting bad scores he cant accept anything bad in himself so he shows his previous scores to people so he can see the good in himself and project the bad out. She said alters like I explain with Thorne she is out and her emotions I am aware but taking the back seat is co consciousness. We did some work on a possible sexual alter going in asking questions. Then she also said she recommended the fusing because it is a way to combine everyone without bringing the painful memory attached to it to the present.