Dear T,
At times I feel like I'm looking to you for something that I can't get. But simultaneously, I realize it's better for me if I don't get it. Yet realizing that doesn't erase the want. Part of me feels I should talk about this, but we've likely spent too much time discussing the relationship anyway. Maybe you're like a healthy diet and regular exercise--I'd rather just sit on the couch eating potato chips, but it's best for me in the long run if I'm healthier. But then sometimes I do still want potato chips (especially these lime and pepper ones I discovered, because those are really good).

Love,
LT