I'm so sorry you're hurting SO MUCH, KasperBlue! I just want to let you know that I'm here or you and that I care about you, and I'm sure many others as well! Please NEVER give up hope and KEEP TALKING! There ARE people who understand and who will always be there for you! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Please feel free to tell me everything if you feel like it and if you want to, ok? I'm sure there are MANY people who can relate to your struggles, especially here on PC! YOU'RE NOT ALONE! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THIS AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Please keep us updated as much as you possibly CAN if you want to, ok? We DO want to know how things are going for you and if things are getting ANY better! WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! Please feel free to PM me anytime if you feel like it and if you want to, ok? Sending many hugs to you, KasperBlue!