People always comment that I'm very articulate. But I don't feel articulate - Especially in real life. I just see a mess of a reality and have messy thoughts. If I could somehow organize my thoughts, I'd be better.. More meditation.. idk..

I threw away all of my drugs but bought some kratom so I'll drink some of that every so often.

I met someone on the trip chat and he has schizophrenia and is really struggling. Has no family or friends just pets and a girlfriend. He had schizophrenia at 13 and started drugs at 15 and now he can't stop. I'm on the other side and trying to be sober.

There's many people on that website that take drugs and have schizophrenia. It's either you take drugs and then get schizophrenia, or you do drugs because of schizophrenia to cope. Like chicken or egg thing.